In a good mood today cos I had a good night sleep. I've never felt so awake for a long time..lolz..im also happy that today I dun have to sit in the oven and listen in class..and ya..see some people who turn the fan directly to them and happily feel cool when others are feeling so warm and sweating all over and feeling sticky all over. So wonderful right? Don't they feel paiseh for that? I mean..all of us are also feeling warm..and yet..they can direct the fan right in front of their faces..what kind classmates I have huh? I tink it will take dem a lifetime to understand that they are not the only one on this earth. Like apple said...I do have a lot to complain about..cos nobody has...oh nvm. So much for the kindness shown by the people to others in class. Anyhow...I sometimes wonder..out of so many friends I have...how many really know me inside out...in contrast...how many do I really know inside out? I guess there is only him who understands...and Im thankful for that ya..well..today's programme is totally packed..! Packed with studying for the MYE..yea..im having the 'mid-year blues' now..lolz..not quite actually..im feeling quite uplifted that exams are here..! Though it makes me rather tense..now..I don't feel like going back to band anymore...I have since separated myself from band..and..feels like..my heart takes it like i have already stepped down..and my mind says I have no stepped down..argh..wish I can just leave and nv look back..